Lost in Thought

May 27, 2009

I am really trying to pull myself out of my slump. I started out the year full speed ahead and thought I was going to be able to pull myself out from under this rock that seems to be getting bigger every day.

Just when I was getting ready to tell everyone that I am pregnant again, we got some bad news that turned out to be a terrifying white knuckle ride…and several false positives on a few different defects. After Owain’s heart defect and surgeries, the thought of another baby with a heart defect(among other things) was way more than I could handle. Thankfully after lots of tests, with big needles, fetal echos, ultrasounds and probably other tests I don’t remember now, we know that we have about a 95% chance of having a super healthy new addition to our family this summer.

My hormones have gotten the best of me & I am feeling kinda blue. So I am making an effort to reach out and be social and force myself to get moving again. My studio is finally in a state that allows for work to be done, and with about another half hour, I can have my photo station back again…although, I never did figure out why my camera turned on me. Hopefully things will click again and I can get some good pictures soon. I am starting to feel like a broken record complaining about my stupid camera, but blah, I have to figure out a way around what ever issue I am having.

So hey y’all, I think I may be back…I guess we will see how long I can keep this up.

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