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I am Not as Strong as I appear. I enjoy weakness from time to time. We are a homeschooling, special needs family of 6. My 4th son has a Congenital Heart defect, and my oldest has ADHD. I am a survivor of Adultery and mental abuse. I learned that you never really know someone until you are strong enough to stand up and walk away. I love and protect my children, with everything I have. My life might seem unbelievable, but I couldn't make this shit up if I tried! Stick around & let's get to know each other.

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Confusion and Disbelief

Surviving AdulterySome days I get so confused, he makes me believe he is considering coming home to me and his family.

And other days he makes me believe I am the complete reason for all his suffering.

Some days he makes me believe that he has made a mistake, that he was wrong not to believe my love and marriage vows are true, living deep in my heart.

Other days he makes me believe that I am the mistake, and that I have no heart.

Some days I get so confused and wonder when I will wake from my restless and dark sleep.

Most days I am confused.

Most days I am in complete disbelief that my husband has walked away from the most amazing woman and family he will ever be lucky enough to have had.



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